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1:02 a.m. - 2004-12-31
Grumble grumble...Longest day at work within reasonable memory. I haven't closed for ages and I believe I took that fact for granted. Situation's discomfort multiplied by approximately five trillion when realized it has been days since talked to Guy of Dreams (G.O.D.). Yes, he's a sex G.O.D. thank you and hello. I looked at this fact from two perspectives. The first is, G.O.D. will be gone very soon for very long amount of time - probably good to be getting used to not speaking often. However, other perspective weighed a bit more heavily. That of course being that he leaves in 2 weeks and should spend as much time as possible in continual...'conversation'...ahem... Yes.
I began to think about this entire relationship, and it's quite interesting. I will not divuldge all details, but it has gone from occassional speaking to consistent talking to small little crush to much larger infatuation to absolutely, completely, thoroughly, wonderfully, deeply, passionately in love. As have already proven that distance cannot stop aforementioned feelings, am bravely going to face period of noncontact. Have the support of entire community, even ferret. Terribly exciting/scary.
I love you.