Oh three
3:59 p.m. - 2005-07-04
Do you ever feel like you really let something slip away? You could have said something differently or behaved better or anything. I'm not one to normally feel a lot of regret. I think that our actions and decisions in life make us who we are, regardless of how muddled they may have been at the time.
I got really angry, really upset, and really hurt. I cried a lot. A lot. I said some things I shouldn't have said and didn't take the time to listen to the other side of the story. What if I had? What if I had just accepted it as a mistake and moved on? What if I tried to make things work out, rather than push everything away?
What if?
It has been quite some time now since all of the world seemed to come crashing down in my face. And as silly and hopeless as it sounds, I still revert back to the day before it all happened. When things just seemed right.
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when